S10zing'S FREE THOUGHT WHIZZING AROUND FREE LAND

Definition of me: literally defined as a student who does bachelor of science, majoring in physics at the university of new england, Australia, Mongolian origination. Ironically, defined as a shitty and useless crap ever existed in this world. such a punk ever to live in the world.. Sangay mean stone in Iraq but there is a hope that one day,,,,punk might become world's worthy person. thats a big dream.....indeed, lets see................. look at the figure, he looks like a hero without actress, such a shame mate,,, blockheaded man...can't believe him... lesson 1 , flush and blush experiences leaves perpetual imprint on the plate of brain. discovery 1, at alludulla- i found that i have no strong emo and such a person who can easily moved by flatter.. remember that, housefly was fallen in to spider's arm, coz of the flattering words.... discovery 2 . i was fond of pride, this have to get rid immediately, it is too dangerous... coz of this i  almos...

When the gorgeous blossom roses withered away with the seasonal shift, l aborious  watering and weeding work would require no more. Labour and  fertiliser  cost could now be saved for procuring other necessities.  T he apartment has turned into uneventful and haunting place. The gardens were left to rot itself.  The smiley faces of neighbours would not show up with camera anymore. T hey would missed the photo snapping session and they have no more present for their loved one during the birthday bash. Everybody started turning their back on me and I was found alone like a lonely chick in the crowd without mom. My day was much colder then.  However , after few days later, it became conspicuous that fate wasn’t upset. It came in to play. The remnant root started sprouting out and the aroma of red rose pervaded the ambient air. I was indeed on the mountaintop once again, grinningly gazing down to my duly décor house. However, only for a shot...

Wake up! The time has come. The dreams has became reality and god has started answering. It can't be, has I gone insane or am i still on the cozy bed dreaming? Well everything is happening in reality. It is not in dream. Druk air is schedule at 11:30 am to Bangkok. I am flying, flying away from the home country, leaving behind everyone and everything else. I wasn't happy nor sad, I was in unexplainable state. From left; Mani Kumar Sharma, Ugyen Wangchuk, Sangay Tenzin(me) Paro International Airport, 12th July 2011 On the very day of 12th July, 2011, I found myself waking up before day break with red eyes and of course with brighter face. I wondered whole night about the departure and journey by flight. On the other hand I was really disturbed preoccupied with how far I can offer my humble services to government after returning. I didn't get proper sleep either. Then for the first time I have waved my hands to Bhutan, my host country, where my parent and rela...

On 27 th November, at around 8:30 am I have waved my hand to the Armidale for the time of a few months. Jigme and I drove to the Armidale Train Station by my flatmates and we were glad and pleased to have such a loving friend together. I swear I won't forget such a wonderful mate that God has brought us as a sibling. Then to be exact at 9:15 we have started our journey towards Sydney. We had a last and final handshake and final hug and off they went back soon. Sydney to us was very unknown. We just had heard a name but the places were totally unknown. We were pretty nervous and worried about where to hold a night in Sydney. The journey was full of tension and anyway by the grace of God, we reached the unknown destination safely and successfully. The journey from Armidale to Sydney has been a long, tedious, and tiresome ride of approximately 9 hours. In the train, while Jigme was busy snoring with the tune of the train I was enjoying the movie title “Sa-tharingsa”. ...

The time of togetherness was fun and joy, but it is indeed unbearable to get depart. Everybody wishes to be happy but lend up struggling. This is the norm of the nature, nobody can amend, everybody has to chase it. But the fortunate thing is nobody can stop,  being happy oneself flash-backing the past treasured moment. Back to Ulladulla, NSW, Australia then, the time when i used to work in the berry farm with three other friends and fALLEN IN LOVE WITH ONE OF THEM. this poem is dedicated to them and it narrates everything happened and take back to that time. No words that i write can ever describe  How much it meant when i say i miss you. As the time pass by.... Loneliness grows in me... . As the day closes without seeing you... Heart cries for your warmth... As the gentle southern breeze gust through trees I yearn for your soft whispering. As the Dumaresq creek descends down,, I misses the time with you in clyde river When i walk through...

The very first day when I opened my eye to this world, I have seen only you. I did not say I love you nor shown you my glamorous smile while you kissed me for the first time, coz I was too naive and out of wit. I do not remember that I had ever said "I Like You" to date, though I was with you around for the last twenty years.  nevertheless, I wish I had and still wanted to express it. I keep full faith in you and will keep forever, forever until the sun stops peeping the Himalayas the next day. The moment I rest my head on the pillow I see a charming silhouette on the ceiling and the moment I awake from the cozy bed, I  dreamt of only you, you have grown deep down in heart core. I will cherish and nurture it with some care and love. You have been my only source of inspiration, motivator, and the best mom ever. you told me everything you knew, despite being illiterate and a simple peasant. you are my best hero. You made me what I wanted to be and what you wish and ...

life,life,life,,,,,,,,what is a life? My answer sheet is still blank No matter how loud I shout  The solution never reveals,,, Rather there arises huge bar Hindering upcoming answers. Exhausted with contemplating  Finding the true essence of life.  Lord Buddha found in sixth year Am dying now at a first stage This is our life, life in the world of nothingness. we don't realize life is just an emptiness, like we don't feel movement of earth revolution. Alas!,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,what a life it is?  When i can define my life???? There was echos in every valley; Li fe is butter lamp in windy world Uncertain of when to die; May be when the oil has been finish; May be coz of the thunder storm,  But impeccably certain of death. Well this is life, some says.  But i wasn't satisfied yet My answer sheet still left un-touch What is life then,,,,,,,,,,,?? Nerve runs multiple times through spinal cord,  Rai...