S10zing'S FREE THOUGHT WHIZZING AROUND FREE LAND

Back ground for i was stuck on that place for that long, i feel no zeal to look back and say hello. that confined place made me sick and very tired. i couldn't see anything besides four wall. one day after a week i happened to get little alright and fortunately there was little shower outside which dragged me out of the bed.  i went out and leaned against the wall at the yard. i had little day dream and my friend Jigme brought me back. in this free verse 'he' refers to Jigme and 'we' referring to my mom and dad. watching drops of rains, as they raced through the sky. leaning against the wall, clearing the sore throat. you don't caught up with cold you get refreshed. after days and nights on that being there makes you in heaven as the shower pours down minute by minute more birds passionately was on fence they might be cold,  wish i could help them they glanced right at my eye come on lets get in to hurt "go ahead son" we complete it ...

Still on the fence, gazing upon the blue sky and shouting hell out of me, doesn't really would help, neither sitting on the bed and contemplating life doesn't in fact provide the absolute answer to my quest. This really sucks and my life is half gone without really understanding who really am. When someone asked me who I was, I usually say I am Sangay Tenzin, but this is not what I meant to tell them, I would like to tell them much bigger. Sangay Tenzin is just the identification that is given to me, so that people don't get mix up with someone for me. So that great people like me can be remembered universally for squandering the precious human life, ***k However, I am rich in positive thought and perception. Sometime, I fell I am the helping hand of all those sentient being swimming in disastrous pool, but this hand seems like been buried underneath of worldly pleasure and is grabbing on to it. Clinging on to the temporary happiness and forgetting who really are and ...