why shouldn't i love you?

The very first day when I opened my eye to this world, I have seen only you. I did not say I love you nor shown you my glamorous smile while you kissed me for the first time, coz I was too naive and out of wit.

 I do not remember that I had ever said "I Like You" to date, though I was with you around for the last twenty years.  nevertheless, I wish I had and still wanted to express it. I keep full faith in you and will keep forever, forever until the sun stops peeping the Himalayas the next day.


The moment I rest my head on the pillow I see a charming silhouette on the ceiling and the moment I awake from the cozy bed, I dreamt of only you, you have grown deep down in heart core. I will cherish and nurture it with some care and love.
You have been my only source of inspiration, motivator, and the best mom ever. you told me everything you knew, despite being illiterate and a simple peasant. you are my best hero. You made me what I wanted to be and what you wish and aspire for, I shall run the risk for only you. I shall by any means, keep you in sound health and happy as I was before. I won't let you down, nor I will let you suffer as you have suffered. Now I shall struggle for your own purpose.

when I was starving to the death, you were too optimistic. I have seen you working early dawn to till dust in the charring sun and even in the storm. I let you swam in that pool for me, coz I was just a parasite depending on you. You have sacrificed everything, every pleasure, and comfort for my life. it shall be remembered throughout my life and there is no reason why I shouldn't work and live for your happy life. You are everything to me and I swear I shall serve you with full faith and love and with every possible strength that I have. 

I now can walk on my own feet majestically and proudly with the kissed scar on the forehead that you have given me for the first time. I didn't get rid of this scar coz it is the moment of joyous where I can remember you, your kindness, compassion, and your care and love whenever I am behind the mirror. I am a lucky man to be your son, thank god that you have given me such a great mom.

Though you are illiterate and miles away, I hope these gentle breeze will serve the purpose, to whisper you that I am with you every single day. whenever you are in need of any help I am always behind you and I shall be with you eternally. I miss you mom, I like you, I love you and of all, I am for you and I owe you everything in this world.

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